the fear

oh my lord in under 6 hours my eyeballs are being lasered. what am i doing? feeling a little bit sick about it right now. fuck. lasers opening my eyes having a poke around then lasering the heck out of them. what? do i really need to be doing this? i look alright in glasses, shall i keep the glasses? oh lord someone slap me. this has taken 10 years to get to this point and now i am seriously doubting that i am making the right choice. i keep get texts and messages from friend and family saying good luck? why do i need good luck? these people know what they are doing right? they’ve done this shizzle before, i’m not the first? am i? oh fuck am i the first. no no no no they have testimonials. the girl opposite me has had hers done, they look alright, she can see ok. oh man.


  1. April 28, 2012 / 12:37

    u will be fine! remember u have wanted this for a long time, last minute nerves are normal and in a few days u will feel like u have brand new eyes! 🙂

  2. April 28, 2012 / 21:11

    Why didn’t you tell me?! I am a laser-surgery optom. You will be BRILLIANT!

  3. LadyCurd
    April 29, 2012 / 14:42

    aha now that explains the silent sunday! how was it – I want mine done!

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