the fear

oh my lord in under 6 hours my eyeballs are being lasered. what am i doing? feeling a little bit sick about it right now. fuck. lasers opening my eyes having a poke around then lasering the heck out of them. what? do i really need to be doing this? i look alright in glasses, shall i keep the glasses? oh lord someone slap me. this has taken 10 years to get to this point and now i am seriously doubting that i am making the right choice. i keep get texts and messages from friend and family saying good luck? why do i need good luck? these people know what they are doing right? they’ve done this shizzle before, i’m not the first? am i? oh fuck am i the first. no no no no they have testimonials. the girl opposite me has had hers done, they look alright, she can see ok. oh man.

Comments

  1. April 28, 2012 / 12:37

    u will be fine! remember u have wanted this for a long time, last minute nerves are normal and in a few days u will feel like u have brand new eyes! 🙂

  2. April 28, 2012 / 21:11

    Why didn’t you tell me?! I am a laser-surgery optom. You will be BRILLIANT!

  3. LadyCurd
    April 29, 2012 / 14:42

    aha now that explains the silent sunday! how was it – I want mine done!

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